Sunday, November 7, 2010

Cross the path leading to the heart

 Inscription: The real return to the heart, you need to climb mountains and rivers, during which there are numerous cross-shrouded trails.

Seventeen-year-old for a time, like travel. Caught my eye and mind of things, seems to distance. distance is a fascinating location. At that time, I feel close to their loved ones is not important, can not satisfy the curiosity of a home is the land of mediocrity. young at heart always wanted out, out, and then outward. Like the ambitious conqueror, ethereal mind requires insight and experience filled with endless, the total distance a feeling there will be about finding a story waiting for me to weave.
As the years went by, gradually the enthusiasm of young casual to finally feel the person's life is in fact a very long journey. then the United States will have the journey when tired. Renzailvtu, in the cold dark night, I began to get homesick. In silence I'm homesick , suddenly awakened out: In fact, human life that the way to go is how limited. one way to go in life, in fact, goes away from the self, and from far back to the heart of the road. that far away, it really far away. because someone spent a lifetime failed to return to the heart. it close, very close indeed. life, all roads are pointing to the heart of the road, not near you!
to the home villages of the mountain to cut down a pine tree, cut a trees. way to go through a cemetery, where buried grandfather, grandmother. buried grandparents and great-grandparents great-grandparents. but there has not buried his grandfather's grandfather, because his grandfather is from our village is more than a dozen villages in the mountain fortress married here, doing our family-law back door inserted.
pine garden grows a one of them, carried back to the village as a torch cutting of the tree. impression, choose a year for the torch pine tree is a cantankerous old man. My grandfather never have the privilege of choice torch trees, because his grandfather was an inverted Plug-law of the door. that have the privilege of the old man reared eight sons of the same color green. is the son of the whole village up to a raised, this is the privilege he has reason to select the torch tree. So my grandfather always little annual vertical torch interest, but as a grandfather and grandchildren, the annual festival, except Chinese New Year, we always look forward to the number of Torch. Torch's cute, is not only the same as other festivals can be delicious. Torch Festival, the village center The dried grain, the high court to put up the torch tree. there is a small torch that everyone can play. can be the hands of a small torch burning Songchai far at another person, the purse from her grasp a handful of decaying pine milled drug spread into the torch to torch, and a dragon to go to someone else spray. That is the Bai people's carnival, great people are generally happy as a child playing with fire. relied on the torch of the mighty, their flames can burn to the enemy can also be burned to a friend, lover, but do not bear any consequences. where, as usual, the kids playing with fire will be cruelly beaten adults.
that strange old man with eight sons, leading us to the village after Mountain pine forest. first in a standard straight pines stood still. and then nervously around the circle in the woods, and then looped, or straight back to the pine tree beside the mark. hand pointed to the tree, and then squatted on the side quietly smoking his old dry Smokeless head. ready to sacrifice the tree as early as the man of God would immediately lit three incense tree, pension point offer tea, wine, murmuring. We the old man could not understand all the Guzuogaoshen, but who would dare spoke. even with the adults went to tree felling, is not nice to listen to his mercy.
carrying the torch's journey back to the village close to the tree, the village is very exaggerated a large team of people to go to completion. carrying the torch as if carrying the tree is one catch, as they could be proud to show off and passers. along the way, finds fault tree for the torch going to cost a lot of time. So In my impression, each carrying a torch Torch tree back to the village the road is particularly long. For young people, the program is important to dress up the torch back to the village tree, the program is important to see the torch burning trees in the villages erected in the night sky.
However, the real fire from the erection of the tree is still very far away. During the ceremony to go through very complicated, there are many taboos in which people may feel upset. All are necessary for every donation stockade Songchai, those Songchai are tied round the tree in the torch, is also inserted in the middle of the burning torch is easy. insisted on using a flat bench torch five trees lay quiet, like a bride to be married.'s pine tree branches filled with fruit, Department of , plug in the paper mounted into the grassroots. torch which a tree if the lack of firewood, it can not erected. Zheshi Rang people are very edgy thing. The children were sent to each destroyed promote firewood, stockade where we have people call immediately, barking, crowing. torch has not put up, the whole atmosphere of the village is that this heart is very hot up.
torch taboos in the vertical baffling, but it appeals to the imagination. tree holes dug torch is just a girl who the family, not the boy's family tasks. Some of them carry a crowbar, and some out of the tree spade to dig a torch generally thick tree. more people took home the scoop to dig out of freshly dug soil. villages in maternal baby, people ask if her family is not a boy or girl? but gave birth to carry the torch tree? or gave birth to dig holes in the trees of the torch? anthropologists say Bai has a Human Torch in the early Adoration. That is what anthropologists, home of the people think that it is as it should be, who do not deducing. birth to a boy's pride and self-esteem is naturally a girl, do not need people to carefully consider.
years later, I realized that the people in their lives are the way to go in fact only two: one is the road with their feet towards the outside, the other is with the heart to your heart's path. to the heart of the road the road to the outside than to be far more, to the way the mind is much more to be alone. No matter what your body can go far, in fact, everyone can eventually get out their own nation, can not come out of their native language, not out of the home which side you keep your original raw blood, the heart can not get out of your first mark. to the road outside the property can be a companion to go bustling; and the road towards the heart but only their own, no one off, No one told and comfort. I was more tired by the materialism around them one day at dusk, in the drizzling rain, as if enchanted the gods, it seems to me a voice calling: Come back, do not go that far, you should go back to your heart! that time, consciousness is the first to visit the home of the Torch Festival. tall tree in memory of the depths of the torch was ignited, the flames gradually from small to big, the fire lit up the inside, as if suddenly lit up in my previous life is still ambiguous. My mind started to go Torch legends set foot on the mood of the road and distant.
Bai Torch Festival is material, the Torch Festival it is the nature of the soul. Torch Festival of the legends in Bo Jiefu a pretty intelligent person, there is a whole set up with a flammable torch from the elements, do not guess, we can think of: This story is definitely related to beauty, and goodness about. and beautiful and powerful and insidious kind certainly relevant. The story can have a good variety of narrative, and that Burning in the story, the beautiful thing is always needlessly destroyed. a good story is always so full of tragic ending. Damn! humanity in the first specification I do not know who is such a narrative mode. even more no alternative is that, whether you like it or not, so far, we human beings escape behavior paradigm itself is still such a model, the story can only be described this way.
Bai Torch legends, in the Yuan Dynasty, Zhang Daozong Ancient Dian said, What a long way over in turn. million people and convey the story, attached to the heart and how much You think sentimentalist. I can only use their own way back to the legend Zhizhong Torch.
description of the tentacles to extend to the Tang Dynasty, back to the Tang Dynasty in Dali. At that time, the marble is still in dispute Chao six years, from the unity of six Chao Nan Zhao, Nan Zhao countries to establish a glorious time is getting closer. Lord of the six Chao Chao is a mother of six brothers born, the jurisdiction of the six sites, respectively. among the six Chao, Nan Zhao strongest. Nanzhao Chao of the Lord's brother among the initiation of large Gepi logic Court and five imperial heart. any dynasties are so strong, it is the history of the same fixed number, but also set the number of people derived orbit. time frames a year in the Tang Dynasty, the Lunar June 25. Tang Dan Chao (now Eryuan County Chuan Zhen Tang) imperial logic board received a master leather large Gepi logic Pavilion Letters, June 25 to the home of Chao Meng House (now Weishan County) of the torch floor ancestors. In this moment full of mystery, Chao Tang Dan Tang's wife, the primary skin logic, the protagonist of Bai Jiefu legends who played the woman known as Bai Jie. Liyuan Yang Ming Dynasty scholar in his famous book , that is, intelligent woman who has spiritual meaning. Bojie Fu husband of the Mongolian people round trip foreboding ominous, advised husband not to go. Paper do not know the logic board is not enough, not to worship is a big offense to and not to the same result. Bojie Fu people will have to husband's arm in his wearing an iron bracelet. leather logic board decided in Bai Jiefu told people filled the tenderness and anxiety in the lopsided view of the .

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